leaving: (71)
Jessica (Jess) Ryan ([personal profile] leaving) wrote2018-05-02 12:34 am

seirenes. serena.

( with this letter, there comes a list. it's a very important list. it's a list of things teresa loves from elephants (and all animals) to best comfort foods to like everything. teresa might be even mad at her for this, but she. can't help. it. )



Hi, Serena.

So I know we didn't know each other well or long at all, but you are Teresa's friend. It's really important, because Teresa and I. We're kind of best friends like family type of best friends. She's- She's my family. I consider her whole family mine. They're the best family I've ever had, and I know her. I know after I die she's going to try really hard to push everyone away.

This includes you, especially you, because you are becoming a close friend of her own. She'll like irrationally see it as some kind of betrayal to accept you as her friend when I died so.

I just don't want you to take it personally at all when she does this. Please, keep being persistent. I swear. No one in the world is going to love you like Teresa does. You cannot get this level of wonderful friendship anywhere else, and she is worth it.

And even just if someone can help her watch out for David, she won't take care of herself.

So you might have to give her some space when she pushes, but if you could please keep going back. I really don't want her to be alone. I think that might be my biggest regret. That she might isolate herself and try to be alone cause I died. Don't get me wrong. I really don't want to die at all, but.

It's my big regret as I fast my last few days, leaving her alone, when she's the greatest friend that I have ever had.

So just please if you can. I know it's kinda crummy for me to ask you this on like my metaphorical deathbed, but.

Please, do this for me. for her. And keep being your awesome self. It was really fun going on that adventure with you one time. May you have a lot more adventures in the future, and insert some more inspirational stuff here.

Thanks. Thank you for doing this if you do it, and if you don't, I'll haunt you. I guess. I'm trying not to think about the afterlife cause it freaks me out I guess I can't make you.

Jess